I have two ominous tasks ahead of me.
1) To finally upload my beyblade fan-fiction at ff.net.
2) To somehow go through my sister’s wedding scheduled to take place in the end of December.
The former sounds a lot easier than it actually is. The fan-fiction that I arduously wrote over the course of three years in a community at Orkut spans over some 43 chapters and one epilogue. In my laziness, I never troubled to put it up at ff.net – however, as I went through it again today; I was amazed. I had put together some epic shit and it truly deserves to be read by more people!
So, I hope to start working on streamlining the first few chapters and start uploading it on ff.net as soon as possible!
As for the latter task, I’m not ashamed to admit that I’m actually scared. You know, the weird, desperate hollow feeling you get in the very pit of your stomach once you realize that the person you are really attached to is about to leave, to tread on a path that is different from yours.
It isn’t as if I never knew this day would come soon. I’m not naive.
Just a loving brother, whose heart aches at the parting; yet at the same time, admonishes himself over his selfishness.
13 days are left to the wedding and I hope to make them the best my sister has ever had!
Wish me luck.